Good news/ Bad news?

Well I was going to post this morning that I had felt him moving this weekend so I was happy. I have my ultrasound booked for Thursday to check and see if he had grown and hopefully get to keep him inside me for a little longer. We do meet with the NICU team that day as well to let us know what we are in for. They will go over all the days that he could be delivered and what that means and what surgeries he may have. They will basically get us prepared for what we will see and what to expect.
Then comes the bad news. This morning I woke up to pee and was hoping to just see the little spotting that I had been having. I was wrong. Back to bright red blood and passed 4 huge clots of tissue and blood. This can't be a good sign at all. I haven't been feeling any cramping or contractions or anything but I figure that if I can pass clots then my cervix must be open. The bleeding is now back to heavy again. I will call my OB when she opens and see if I can get in to see her today. I have a funny feeling that there will be no heartbeat on the ultrasound machine. I really didn't want to lose my son and really didn't' want to this way. I wanted to give him the best chance possible to survive this. I am not sure where this path I have been given is going to take me. I don't know what is in it for him at this point. I am praying that he is still with us and that he is doing okay but I am trying to be realistic as well. Why does this stuff always happen when Tony is at work and i can't get a hold of him.