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Thursday, January 13, 2011

RIP my sweet baby

Shane Alexander Miller was born still into the arms of God. 9:08am on Jan 12 2011. He weighed just over 9oz. His hands and feet looked so big and were so perfect. he was adorable but so small. We had a wonderful photographer from Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep come and take some wonderful pictures. We will get them in a few weeks. We also got a wonderful memory box that we aren't sure everything that is inside and we aren't ready to open yet.
I was induced starting at 8pm on Monday and after 6 doses of the pill the contractions weren't really doing anything. It is unheard of to make it to 6 doses which is the max. They then started the oxy where the max dose is 20 units and I got there as well. My body didn't want to let go. I only had to dilate to 5cm and my body didn't want to cooperate. After 36 hour of labour he was finally born. I did take lots of meds that i am not used to so I still feel weird but I was thankful for them at the time. Now we are home and have to go to the funeral home but we are just having family time for a while.

1 comment:

Nicole said...

Oh Paige, I'm in tears reading this. Know that I'm keeping you and your family close to my heart and in my prayers. If there's anything at all that I can do, please let me know.